Lyrics

I’m awake, for the first time in a long time
I’m afraid, to find out what all I’ve missed
I’ve been living through each day,
Reminiscing about the last
It’s a stretch to think I’d ever forgive you

But I don’t wanna talk about it now
I need some time to figure it out

I wanna hate you,
For everything you’ve done to me
This disaster you’re after never worked for me,
The way it worked for you

I can take, the shifting of the fault lines
I won’t break, no matter how it all shakes out
Through the crumbling of the buildings,
& The time it takes to rebuild
On repeat, this cycle never ends

But I don’t wanna talk about it now
I need more time to figure it out

I wanna hate you,
For everything you’ve done to me
This disaster you’re after never worked for me,
The way it worked for you
I wanna blame you,
For all that’s become of me
This attraction hasn’t ever circled back to me,
The way it has for you

I just can’t see it through
& I’ve tried to forgive you,
But there’s nothing you can do

I wanna hate you,
For everything you’ve done to me
This disaster you’re after never worked for me,
The way it worked for you
I wanna blame you,
For all that’s become of me
This attraction hasn’t ever circled back to me,
The way it has for you